Phobias and Fears

Basically, these are what I fear of...

Acrophobia- Fear of heights

Batrachophobia- Fear of amphibians

Emetophobia- Fear of vomiting

Ophidiophobia- Fear of snakes

*can't find the word that means "fear of reptiles" though

I don't think anyone would be fearing these:

Chrometophobia- Fear of money

Aurophobia- Fear of gold

Tagged

By Wilson



A. Ang Yee

1) Do you love this person?` As a friend

2) Is this person your enemy?` no

3) Would you kiss this person?` Maybe a flying kiss



B. Benjamin

1) What do you really think of this person?` nothing specific

2) What’s his favourite colour?` no idea

3) Ever danced with them?` no



C. Carmen

1) Do you have a crush on this person?` no

2) Have you ever had a crush on them?` no

3) How old is she?` 19



D. Daddy

1) How long have you known him/her?` Since I was born

2) Biggest regret? None

3) Do you hate this person?` Never



E. Eu Jhin

1) Have you met his/her parents?` Don't think so

2) Worst thing about this person?` can't think of any

3) Best thing about this person?` best thing is that I've been in the same school as him since primary



F. Fiona

1) Have you ever dated this person?` No

2) When is the next time you will see him/her?` soon hopefully

3) Do you go to school with them?` yea, used to



G. Gan

1) Is he/she a good listener?` Of course

2) Have you ever lied to make this person feel better?` Nope

3) Is this person good looking?` yeah!



H. Haw Yee

1) What grade are they in?` in university

2) Is he/she your friend?` Yea

3) Ever done something illegal with this person?` No



I. Ian

1) What is this person’s favourite food?` Not sure

2) How did you meet this person?` In school

3) Do you trust him/her?` It depends



J. Jonathan

1) Do they have any siblings?` aiks, I never thought of that

2) Do you know their favourite song?` I know he listens mostly to oldies

3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you?` stare at him for 5 minutes and ask if he's ok



K. Kar Wei

1) How old were you when you first met?` 13

2) How did you meet?` We were in the same class

3) Ever danced with this person?` Come to think of it...no



L. Li Ching

1) What would you do if you had a crush on this person?` won't do anything

2) Do you like him/her as a friend?` definitely

3) Would you go to Disney World with this person?` of course



M. Mummy

1) Is this person older than you?` She has to be

2) Is this person single?` No

3) How many times do you talk to them in a week?` Every hour?



N. -

1) Is this person your boyfriend/girlfriend?` -

2) Have you seen this person cry?` -

3) Do you know this person’s middle name?` -



O. -

1) Are you related? -

2) Could you live with this person? -

3) What school do they go to? -



P. Pei Ji

1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?` yea

2) How about a sleepover with them?` yea, when we went to pd

3) Does this person have a job?` no



Q. Quek Tuck Loong

1) Does this person drink alcohol?` hmm...not sure

2) Have you seen this person dance?` Yes!

3) Who does he/she " like "?` his family



R. Rudy

1) Have you heard this person sing?` No

2) Do you think this person will repost this?` Maybe

3) When does this person look best?` only see him in school last time, so it has to be when he's in school



S. Seck Houng

1) Is this person taller than you?` By a lot!

2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her?` Of course

3) Do they live close to you?` used to, not anymore



T. Tshek Zen

1) Would you do anything for him/her?` Yea why not

2) Have you been to his/her house?` Yea

3) Where does he/she live?` Tropicana



U. -

1) Is this person in a relationship?` -

2) When is the last time you saw him/her?` -

3) What colour hair does this person have?` -



V. Vincent

1) Does he have a crush on you?` I would take it as a yes

2) Would you hug this person?` It depends

3) Is this person your friend?` Yes



W. Win Han

1) Is this person loud or quiet?` very loud

2) Describe this person ` talks a lot, fun to be with

3) What colour eyes does this person have?` black? brown? not sure



X. Xin Hui

1) Why are you friends with him/her?` Is there suppose to be a reason for this? lol

2) Have you ever gone anywhere with them?` School, tuition

3) What is one thing you would change about them?` Nothing, would never wanna change the way she laughs :)



Y. Yee En

1) Does this person wear make-up?` No

2) Does this person play any instruments?` hmm...no right?

3) What is their favourite sport?` As far as I know, he plays badminton and ping pong



Z. Zhen Quan

1) Does this person have MSN?` yes

2) Have you ever made out with this person?` No

3) When will you see this person next?` should be soon

Don't Judge a Book by It's Cover

I did this so many times and I always wondered why I did so. Walking past the same bookshelf while ignoring the books on it, made me feel arrgghh now. There had been so many posters about this book, but I practically ignored them. I was wondering, " Why are these books being promoted so much??". And yet I didn't bother to take a look at the synopsis. To me, these books all look alike because they are all black in colour and they look so non-appealing to me. Only after awhile little did I realised that the books had different tittles. Yet, I still ignored them without knowing that actually behind those covers, a great love story between a girl and a vampire awaits me.And so, the vampire love saga begins...

Romance under the falling stars

Malaysia International Fireworks Competition 2007


Due to the fact that I love fireworks very much, that I thought about going for this event day and night. I had to go for this once in a life time event. So, I bugged you to go which at first you didn't want to due to the massive jam. It was already 9pm and we were still deciding where to go on Merdeka's eve. I suggested KLCC then, but I was rejected again due to the fact that it would also be jam on the way to KLCC and that place would be packed with people. Brainstorming on where to go as the clock goes tick-tock-tick-tock.


I guess you saw the disappointment written all
over my face right? And hooray! You did bring me all the way there. Luckily Putrajaya is some important area that there are sign boards leading us to there. The jam was seriously no joke. We had less than 3 hours to reach Putrajaya on time for the fireworks. The jam started on the way to the Puchong toll, all the way to Putrajaya. Can you imagine that vechicles are at a total standstill on a highway? I know it happens during festive season, and so we were experiencing it at that very moment.

And so the jam continues, all the way to Putrajaya. At first we thought that we found the correct area but soon realised that it was not right as there are not many cars around. So, we headed further up. The only guideline we have is a bridge in Putrajaya. Apparently, there are 2 bridges there, so no wonder we constantly got confused. There are no chance at all to make a wrong turning as we would be stuck in the jam for hours if we made a wrong move. We did made it on the bridge- cars crawling slowly, where we just went with the flow.

There was no 2nd choice at all. It was only a few inches the car could move every few minutes. Finally, all cars came to a permanent standstill. We didn't know what happened, until we finally confirmed that the cars in front were not gonna move anymore, and so all the cars parked right on the road! Everyone got out from their cars and started walking, as if they knew where they were heading to. Actually there were just walking along with the crowd, so were we :) And we finally understood what it meant by a lot. The number of people who turned up, was seriously OMG!

It was 5 minutes before midnight, but we still had some time. Dear bought some food at the foodstall- it was like a pasar malam kind of thing over there. Money-making night where thousands of people would gather at one area. *Drum rolls* fireworks were about to start any minute, and so we hurried to find a good spot, somewhere not so muddy. All the time I was like " omg omg omg " or my jaw would be wide open, amazed by the beauty of what fireworks are capable of doing.


The whole performace lasted for 30 minutes.
Wonderful! Worth jamming all the way there! And so we had to jam all the way back too, which was not as bad. At least we did something fun :) - you drove on the motorcycle lane! That indeed made us much faster than other cars.lol. Maybe out of the few thousand ppl there I would have met some of the ppl I knew but I didn't- except for one person. My cousin! - Yeoh Han Bin. I met him at the petrol station at 2 am in the morning. I knew it was him as soon as I saw him from the back.

And so, the wonderful night ended when I reached home about 3am. It was the latest ever I went home in my life! A great experience I would say, and unfortunately I can't go again this year. In total I went 3 times last year, including the finale. So, do go for the finale this year as I am sure it's gonna be great! By the way, it's free admission this year, compared to last year, so do not hesitate and take this chance to experience what I call a world-class fireworks competition.



I call it the meteor rain, as the whole sky was covered with falling

fireworks.Unbelievably amazing!

P.S/ Thank you so much for bringing me there!

Addiction

The fact is I like cold drinks. But I'm not addicted to drinking cold drinks that I will drink it day and night! Even if you place a huge bottle of coke in front of me and insist that I drink it all at one go, I will still say no. Or even if I really drank it, I would have puked halfway through. I know it's scary how addiction can destroy a person- drugs. I know how it felt being on steroids but it did not make me addicted! Maybe because it was just for a short period of time. However, it only made me even more tortured and want to get rid of it! Feeling extra energetic and hyperactive all the time was torturous. Can't even have a good sleep at night, especially when I can feel and hear my heartbeat. Feels like my heart was about to jump out, it was hitting the pillow I was hugging so hard and loud that it scares me. Mainly because the lup-dup was sooo loud that I couldn't fall asleep every night. I had to slowly cut down on the dosage, but towards the end, I was impatient enough to just stop eating at all. So, I felt really horrible. Nausea, fatigue, and it's just so unexplainable. But I did not ever thought of consuming anymore drugs despite the suffering. And so is it addiction? If it is tell me why.

Same goes when we like someone. It is never hard to like a person, but it's never easy to love him/her. Some would say, " Oh you are just addicted to that person, not to say you love him/her". Well, for example, if I talk to a person day and night, laughing away, like the conversation would never end, but I still don't miss him/her or get addicted. Compared to another person, which I hardly speak to, and yet I miss him/her so much. Well it make sense because I did not spend much time with that person. But I can make this comparison based on the experienced I had. Once, I communicated with a person so much that I must see that person. You can call that addiction I won't deny. And there was once, I hardly communicate with a person as much, and yet I do not miss that person. So how can you explain that?

Problems

Everybody has different thoughts and views, that is why arguments arise. There are no definite right or wrong in situations like these. Or maybe it's more like an 18 year old that loses in an argument due to age and maturity factor. As the saying always goes " I eat more salt than you have ever eaten rice in your life " Geez! I'm having phobia of listening to this phrase. Someone should better create a new phrase soon so that I don't freak out hearing this. Based on my lack of eating salt experience, I realised that raising voice in an argument does not really improve situations. And so, I seldom raise my voice anymore. It's always better to solve problems peacefully rather than in a thunderstorm! You can hardly hear the other person when both are shouting on top of their voices. Problems would soon be a positive and friendly problem when we solve it cool and calmly. I do understand that certain problems can never be solved, just like an annoying mosquito that doesn't want to leave me alone. Even if i zap the mosquito, more will come and attack me. Someone taught me to think on the other person's point of view whenever I do not agree with him/her. However, I always do it one minute slower. Arguments occur before I could stand on the other side to think. So after I thought over it, I decided to let things cool down and think about it more before negotiation starts. However, thunderstorms always occur due to the fact that I hide my feelings at that moment. At times I'd rather keep it to myself to avoid more problems but by doing that I was always misunderstood. Maybe I should just take a quick 5 minutes, run to my room, lock the door and start crying it all out. Taking an extra minute might cause me to be in trouble, eeks! I admit that in the past I was irrational and immature at times. But this year, I can say that I grown up a lot. However, the problems I cause does not prove it to be that way. I wonder only when will I be considered as a mature person. If by doing the laundry makes a person mature then I'll do it. If by being able to do cook an egg I'll do it. That is soo not the point. I can do a thousand of those, or maybe just a hundred, would not make me mature as what I'm supposed to be. OK maybe by going to uni, that would raise my maturity level. Not to say that would make much difference to how I behave but it sounds more mature maybe? Anyways this is getting no where. I usually do not want to express how I feel but here I am, spilling it all out. How ironic!

Dream

Usually, I would have forgotten what I dreamt the night before. However, this one is stuck in my head for a few days already. I had similar of the same dream before, of the same kind to be precise. It was never a happy ending though, as I was always woken up before it could happen. Maybe because dreams never have any ending. But I wished mine had. I always wanted to see what the ending would be like. At one moment of time while in my dream, I actually did ask myself, " Am I dreaming or is this real?", because I know it would never ever happen in real life. Jeez! I can't imagine I did that in my dream. Questioning whether is it really a dream! It is suppose to be a sweet dream though, but however it is sort of a nightmare to me in a way. For example, it's in a way of enjoying paradise yet having to avoid someone catching you. It did not occur to me that I would have this dream as I did not directly thought of it during the daytime. Maybe it was always at the back of my mind somewhere, just that I did not know. One thing for sure it had always been a wish though. A wish I decided to just put aside for the time being and not think about it.

"A dream is a wish that your heart makes"

Tip of the Day #2

If you tell a guy that you are sick, and if he laughs at it, he ought to be shot

• He has no sense of compassion
• Only one intention- which is to hurt you
• 0.1% chance of a future doctor doing this unforgivable act- but it happens
• normal guy or even a normal human wouldn't do such thing
• conclusion- he is ought to be shot

TAK NAK

Long, long time ago, there used to be more male smokers than female. However, nowadays it is not a surprising thing anymore to see a female holding a cigratte, puffing away. There is totally no gender discrimination in this case at all. But I am totally AGAINST smoking. Obviously some would say, they have the right to smoke. But they DO NOT have the right to harm other people with their actions. To the smokers- oh, they are just inhaling a bit of the smoke, no harm done, just some unpleasant smell. It is not about the smell la, it is about the content of the smoke! Containing all the toxic substances that slowly kill the inhaler. Smoking is very addictive, something we all cannot deny. But that does not give them the ultimate reason to go on. And please don't give the "gaya" reason. ANNOYED is all I feel when I see someone doing that. If smoking can prolong one's life I don't mind la right, but it is the opposite! Ya smokers would say, nowadays eat food also unhealthy wan la. All the preservatives and even we inhale smoke from other sources. Then you don't eat la then!! Just focus on smoking can fill your empty stomach. Don't say I Love You to the person you love if you don't mean it. One moment say I love you, but the next moment puffing poisonous smoke towards his/her face. There will not be a " sorry if I offended you smokers feeling by saying all these ". You have your so-called right to continue smoking but buzz off from people who wants to live a healthy life.

Sportsmanship

Sometimes, it is very hard to be a good sportsman. Knowing that you deserve the gold medal more than your opponent, and yet having to congratulate them when they win; win not only what belongs to you, but also your pride. Question marks will then start popping in your mind, thinking- how could this even happen? The only answer I can accept is, because of "pure unluckiness" that these things happen. Many ppl would say- oh it's because they had improve over the years and they deserve it. Maybe you can try to imagine, me beating Lin Dan in a badminton match. WOW! Impossible but I did it, by luck, or by chance? Or maybe he was badly injured somehow, or just some ridiculous reason that he lost. It seems like a victory, but in fact it's not. Defeating him is not victorious at all. Maybe it's a personal thing that I can't accept it if such things happen.

*Btw Lin Dan defeated Lee Chong Wei at the men's finals.

Do you feel proud beating Lin Dan?

White Spot

This is indeed a very annoying white spot. This spot is approximately half a cm wide in overall length. Therefore, that explains why this ULCER hurts so badly :(
Long gone the days where I used to torture myself, by rubbing salt onto the ulcer, or hurting it with the toothbrush. The feeling was somehow satisfying at that time. BUT now, I just leave it alone :)
Can't bear that much of pain anymore.

Ulcer has its enemy too you know, for example : Chilli, salt, pepper, and anything hot & spicy

This little white spot can cause so much pain to a person. Jeez!

Tip of the Day #1

Stay away from romantic guys

• Ignore the poems they write
• Ignore the sweet talking
• Take note of what they do instead of what they say

Cartoonic feeling

Scenario 1

Athlete A : Why are you talking to me like this?
Human B : Because you can't even get a gold medal in the olympics!
Athlete A : Oh so to you everyone must get a gold medal? If not it means they are not good enough?
Human B : Of course! It's so easy to get. Blink blink your eyes twice can get ady la.
Athlete A : Why not you go try to enter the Olympics first.

Scenario 2

Athlete C : You seriously have to admit that the SEA Games is much better than the Olympics.
Athlete D : Why???
Athlete C : Because I participated in it before, and it is really tough.
Athlete D : But I played in the Olympics before, and you did not. So, how would you know that it is tougher?

Athlete C : It is. Just trust me. It is the best and most well-known event in the world. If you can win in the SEA Games, Olympics is nothing la. We have to train for 24 hours a day, so you all just train for 12 hours can d la.

Athlete D : You got no right comment on the Olympics since you did not even played in it. Only those who had experienced something can give their most honest opinion about it.

*real life experience

*Except that it's not about Olympics

My ToyStory

This is how the ancient Minnie Mouse and Donald Duck looks like

Baby Big Bird was my 1 month old gift

Shopping spree in Tokyo Disneyland!

Christmas season outfit

The bear family
Pink bear- 1 week old pressie from Daddy

Doggie madness
Big brown bear was a "Get Well Soon" gift from Yen & Wen

(I used to have a huge craze over Dalmations)

Rabbit, rabbit and more rabbit

Another beary family

Was a struggle getting the 2 Pooh bears from McD

(Panda, elephant, tiger, penguin, koala, rabbit, kiwi, duck, orang utan,parrot)

Zoo Animals

Private & Confidential

Panda: Grandma bought it from China

Kiwi: I kidnapped it from New Zealand

Orang Utan: I smuggled it from the Commanwealth Games

Rare animal species

Reached the point of extinction

My first huge bear
2nd big teddy

Happy family!

The 4 Aces

My 17th year's old bday pressie

My "Get Well Soon" & cheer up piggy

P.S.- He gave me his heart

1st Anniversary most wanted piggy!

9th of August - I Love You

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

080808- One World, One Dream

Beijing welcomes you!

It is indeed a dream come true for China. Extraordinary opening ceremony which proved to the world of what China is capable of doing. For those who had missed the opening ceremony, do watch the repeats. The coordination and choreography was fantastic! And guess who's behind all these? Zhang Yimou! No wonder the whole ceremony was so movie-like. A total of 204 countries participated, some of which I haven't even heard of in my life!

Fireworks everywhere! The whole of city of Beijing was filled with fireworks! Well, they are the one who invented fireworks, so it shouldn't cost that much for them right? And a trail of 29 colossal firework footprints were seen going off at the rate of 1 per second, one after another, from outside the Stadium, marching along Beijing city's central axis into the national stadium.

2008 drummers

The countdown

The scroll

The torch

Let the games begin!

Torture

For the past 3 weeks, I can say that I was tortured both physically and mentally. The uncomfort that I experienced and still experiencing is indeed a long-term one. Sometimes I can't compare whether the feeling of pain or this is worst. As a result of this, a scar is there to remind me of this bad experience. Not many, but more than one, which is enough to torture me. I will never forget the moment it happened, right in front of me. As I see it coming towards me, all I could do is avoid. Attempts were made to get rid of this brutal thing but unfortunately I failed.

And so, I couldn't bare to suffer anymore. 11 bites just on my right foot!

So, I bought the one and only MOSQUITO BAT!

Today marks the end of my suffering caused by the stupid mosquito!

ZAP! ZAP! ZAP!

Vincent

Vincent

Starry, starry night

Paint your pallet blue and gray

Look out on the summer's day

With eyes that know the darkness in my soul

Shadows on the hills

Sketch the trees and daffodils

Catch the breeze and winter chill

In colors on the snowy linen land

Now I understand

What you tired to say to me

And how you suffered for your sanity

And how you tried to set them free

They would not listen

They did not know how

Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night

Flaming flowers that brightly blaze

Swirling clouds in violet haze

Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue

Colors changing hue

Morning fields of amber gray

Weathered faces lined in pain

Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand

Now I understand

What you tried to say to me

And how you suffered for your sanity

And how you tried to set them free

They would not listen

They did not know how

Perhaps they'll listen now

For they could not love you

But still your love was true

And when no hope was left inside

On that starry, starry night

You took your life as lovers often do

But I could have told you, Vincent

This world was never meant for one

As beautiful as you

Like the strangers that you've met

The ragged men in ragged clothes

The silver thorn, a bloody rose

Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know

What you tried to say to me

And how you suffered for your sanity

And how you tried to set them free

They would not listen

They're not listening still

Perhaps they never will

Tomb of the Dragon Emperor

One word. Disappointing!! Compared to The Mummy and The Mummy Returns, this terracotta mummy is a big disappointment. Jet Li with his innocent look is not a suitable candidate to act as the emperor. The storyline seems so straightforward and direct, and they cram it in less than 2 hours. The skeleton army vs the terracottas, was so not mummy-like. And the emperor was defeated so easily. It just doesn't seem right to see Brendan Fraser defeating Jet Li with just a few kicks and a stab in the heart.