Midnight crisis

You know what. I blogged tons about how I feel at this very moment, but in the end I deleted the entire post. It just seems so difficult for me to post it up. I've got no where to put it. Email? Msn? Facebook? In the end, I decided that it should be stored in the recycle bin deep in my heart. It's hard having to swallow things which make you unhappy or uneasy, even harder than swallowing a pill. I am here blogging/stoning in the wee hours of the morning and I think I should just click "Publish Post" and go to bed now. Goodnight.

I didn't have the courage to try

Because I knew that if I did,

It would hurt me even more.